Super Happy Dizzy Fun Time Antidepressant Pills!

The doctor at Chestnut Ridge actually asked me what pills I should be on and what mg. What a dumba$$! All I said back was "I... I don't know." What I really wanted to say was "I'm just a patient, not a doctor." So anyway, he looked at my past records and saw I was on Zoloft. So for the next week I have to take 50mg of Zoloft. After next week, I take 100mg. I certainly do love that both my medications make me light headed. WEEEEE!

Smoke, Smoke, Smoke that Cigarette

I just smoked the last cigarette of my pack. Hopefully I will not buy more. Temptation and stress may make me want to buy another pack though. What I'm hoping is the Zoloft will help me stay calm with the nicotine fits and the constant ridicule about me smoking. People are always telling me the dangers of smoking, like I don't know them. I'm fully aware of those things, people! Just as I was aware when I was drinking too much. Whatever though. Not smoking will make Cathy happy and I'll save money (hopefully). Let it be marked down that 5:20(ish) on October 7th 2011 was my last cigarette. And I will mark if I smoke again. Hopefully won't have to.