It's been quite some time since my last medication, Zyprexa. Almost a year! I tapered myself off of it, kind of. For a few months I simply forgot to medicate most of the time. Probably because I was too busy getting and/or being drunk. After I realized how little I really take it, I decided to just stop. This year run without any medication for my schizophrenia worked out pretty well for the most part. Got married, have a baby boy, been doing well in school... Within the last month though I have been slowly reverting back to the ways I was years and years before starting my first anti-psychotic, Risperdal. Risperdal was a horrible drug, made me very tired, stiff, & muscle spasms in my neck so I was forced to always look right instead of forward. Anyway, got sidetracked a little. Happens a lot these days. The point of this blog is to capture how I am today, 2 days prior to my doctor visit to HOPEFULLY get re-medicated. And to keep blogging every day about how well the medicine is working.
Today's Mood(s)
- lots of anger
- a little bit of confusion
- a lot of bit of frustration
Phyisical
- headaches
- a little chest pains
- short segments of shortness of breath
- instructor said I looked "flushed"
- still losing weight I believe
"want to drink, smoke cigarettes, take walks, look at annie-mawlz" -Group X "Bang Bang Bang"
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