ITNOS: Day Four

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY BUSEY?!

I feel a LOT better already! My chest has hurt SIGNIFICANTLY less than it has prior to the medication. I know it's only been 4 days and that medicine takes a while to get into your system. That aside, I feel great! I no longer have shortness of breath, no feeling numb all over, no chest pains, no feeling faint... It's great! I hope it stays this way. I think it will since I can now think of what life was like after not taking it a while. That alone should scare me into taking it every day before bedtime. Now I have a little more "experimenting" to do though. Before Thor was born I did my own "scientific study" on how long I could last without a cigarette before experiencing anger from lack of nicotine. I managed to go ALMOST a whole week. And that was COLD TURKEY! Now I will do that study again. I will wait another week or so before doing it though to make sure my medicine is in my system. Since being medicated makes me a totally different I expect totally different results. I will assume that I can go longer that a week, but less than three weeks, before I feel the urge to smoke so bad that I almost flip out.

TMI!

Too Much Info! So should I make a second blog about blogging about the smoking? I think it would be cool to do two separate projects. At the same time I think that would be asking too much of me. One blog, especially using the name of this one, could work out easily. It's all about the titles! From this day forward, I shall title my posts as "ITNOS-M:" when speaking of my mental and physical states. "ITNOS-S" for the smoking. Don't expect a lot about the smoking part.

SIDE EFFECTS MAY INCLUDE:

• Sleepiness

I've already been getting yelled at for sleeping too much/easy. So that may suck a big [censored].

•  Weight gain

GOOD! I get picked on WAY too much for my weight. I am sorry for all of you people that see weight as an issue. I do not see it that way at all. Don't give in to what "they" say is best for YOUR body. Do what you want to do and enjoy life. Life is too damn short for moping around worried about weight.

 Those are really the only ones I know at the moment. Blabbed enough and already took my med. Good night!