Excuses, excuses...

I keep making excuses to why I should smoke rather than not. I can't keep doing that. It's a waste of money and it slowly kills you. I'd like to be around to see Thor get his PhD. I'd like to save money so Thor can get his PhD! I'd like to buy a video camera so I can record Thor growing up. I don't care if I'm a dick to people for a while. It will pass and I'll be ok. They will forgive me, if they truly love me or are truly my friends. I can overcome. I will.