"Just one" easily turns into a whole pack. I wish I could just buy one signal cigarette. Now I have this whole damn pack that I'll convince myself that I'm obligated to smoke since I bought them. Just as I said in the last post, I excused myself into getting them. Anxiety is a bitch. I guess I'll see how long I can keep this pack. Probably just 24 hours. That seems to be the norm for me. Fuck.
When not smoking, after a few hours, I:
feel lost in time
feel anxious
feel panicy
feel dissoriented
am hungry
am dizzy
am angry
am unable of normal thought processes
feel on edge
hear voices
get delusional
feel paranoid
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